I Hate Myself For Losing You - Kelly Clarkson

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state i'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh i don't know what to say
And i don't know anyway
Anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime i think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside and
Now i dread each day
Knowing that i can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that i'll pull through
I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here
I hate myself for losing you
And oh i don't know what to do
I wish you knew
And oh i don't know what to say
And i don't know anyway
Anymore
No no
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here
What do you say when everything's said
Is the reason why he left you in the end
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again
I hate myself for loving you
What i really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what i need
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all i'm asking for
Where is your heart