Thoughts - Sasha Alex Sloan

Thoughts
胡思乱想
Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
有时候我无法控制自己的想法
No medication's ever made them stop
就算是药物也不能阻止我胡思乱想
All I think about is everything I'm not
我沉迷自己没有做到的事情
Instead of everything I got
而忽略那些早已拥有的东西
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing so I make the joke first
我害怕人们会取笑我 所以我先拿自己开玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline then I can't get hurt
如果能主动出击 我就不会受伤
Yeah I swear to God I'm trying but I don't know how to be
我发誓我正在努力 但我不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to me
要怎样才能成为自己的挚友
'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
有时候感觉自己像个怪胎
When I wake up I just don't like what I see
醒来后不喜欢自己的一切
All the way from my head right down to my feet
从头到脚都让我感到厌倦
I wish that I thought differently
我希望能改变自己的想法
But I'm scared they're all laughing so I make the joke first
我害怕人们会取笑我 所以我先拿自己开玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline then I can't get hurt
如果能主动出击 我就不会受伤
Yeah I swear to God I'm trying but I don't know how to be
我发誓我正在努力 但我不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to me
要怎样才能成为自己的挚友
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Change
要做出改变
Wonder if I'll ever really change mmm
我不确信自己能否改变
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing so I make the joke first
我害怕人们会取笑我 所以我先拿自己开玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline then I can't get hurt
如果能主动出击 我就不会受伤
Yeah I swear to God I'm trying but I don't know how to be
我发誓我正在努力 但我不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to
要怎样才能成为自己的挚友
The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
脑海中有个声音在说 其实我很好
Entertain it for a second then I push it away
我思索片刻 却置若罔闻
Yeah I swear to God I'm trying but I don't know how to be
我发誓我正在努力 但我不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to me
要怎样才能成为自己的挚友
Thoughts
胡思乱想
Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
有时候我无法控制自己的想法