California Winter - Dhruv

Writing you this letter in the heat of late December
Sand inside my shoe sun in my eyes
The coffee here's better
Days smooth around their edges
A dream but I confess it isn't mine
I'm not feeling like myself
I've been going through some hell
Out from underneath her spell
Yeah I'm lost in California
No one loved me like you did
Deep in waters of regret
Left to get my life on track
But I'm lost in California
The sky's so blue and I am too
I'm counting down the days till I see you
I got lost in California
Picture you beside me when I get my morning jog in
I heard it's so much colder way out there
And memories wash over me as I lie under the palm trees
Sinning by your fireplace just this time last year oh
I'm not feeling like myself
I've been going through some hell
Here my closest friends can't tell
That I'm lost in California
No one loved me like you did
Deep in waters of regret
Baby it's an SOS
'Cause I'm lost in California
The sky's so blue and I am too
I'm counting down the days till I see you
I got lost in California
California
Tried falling for ya
The more I know ya
The less I wanna
California
Tried falling for you
The more I know ya
The less I want ya
I'm not feeling like myself
I've been going through some hell
Here my closest friends can't tell
That I'm lost in California
No one loved me like you did
Deep in waters of regret
Baby it's an SOS
'Cause I'm lost in California